sufointhehizzouse asked: 6, 18, 26, 35 47 :)
6) The reason behind why you cried last: Frustration over my artistic direction/ future.
18) One time me and my best friend…Drove to Sonic and both had a full meal (cheeseburgers with the works, fries, and a cherry limeade), went to Wal-Mart for an hour, and then went BACK to Sonic, had kid’s meals, and THEN went through the drive-through and got dessert. I don’t know what we thought we were doing, but needless to say, we felt like complete shit later.
26) Do you believe in love at first sight: Completely.
35) Your worst day ever:
December 7, 2009. The day J died. It’s all a blur when I retell it, but it’s perfectly clear in my head. My mom called me a little over an hour before my Anthropology final, told me something terrible had happened, but she didn’t have any more details than he was shot. Then the other phone calls came, each adding another detail, until it was confirmed that the gunshot was self-inflicted.
I went to my final, asked my professor for some kind of extension, explained the situation - “My friend, he was shot in the head…He’s being medflighted here to MCV. Please, I don’t know what to do right now, I’m going to fail this exam if I have to take it right now.” She refused. I took a 70-question exam with an essay question in less than thirty minutes. I took the test up and told her she could go fuck herself.
I showed up at MCV, took the elevator up to the neuro floor. His family was all there, except for M, who was coming from an hour away at his college. They thanked me for being there.
Then the elevator opened and M came in. He fell into my arms and put all of his weight on me, and somehow I held him up, even though he’s much taller than I am.
A few hours passed, and I asked the family if I could take M back to my apartment so he could get some dinner and sleep. We left.
I stared at the ceiling until 4 am.
47) Get something off your chest: I know I’m technically not overweight, but I desperately want to lose weight. I don’t feel right in my body like this.
